Saturday, April 14, 2012

Invite & Save The Date




Round of applause to Louie for designing the best Save The Date & Invites I have seen...
Just a little biast...I like everything about my wedding :)

Hire him to do yours!


Sunday, February 12, 2012

a mother's hands

experienced hands reach out
eager to hold her 7th child
she cradles his small torso to her body
happy in this moment, forgetting the labor

her fingers graze his face at 9 months
he is satisfied after eating, sleeping in her care

her arms swing downward
guarding her toddler as he learns to walk
her guidance keeping him from stumbling

her embrace sends him to the classroom to learn
about new things and to start the formation of his being

her head lands in her palms after she cleans his first serious scrape
she can't always keep him safe
he was such a boy, everywhere at once, his legs couldn't keep up

she blows him a kiss when he is 13, to remind him to always have eyes for his mother
one of the most important women of them all in his life

nail biting is a habit now, as her now 18 year old son, takes the car for a spin.
she knows he is such an adventurer, she hopes her car will make it

her hands jump to her heart when she hears the bang
her mind knows what was possible in that moment
her arms run to embrace the body, now lifeless
her heart sinks to the floor

her family waits at the hospital
their life will never be the same
just as cold as the winter he was born
was the winter freeze as he died

now life is blurry
her movements are slow at the grocery store
everything reminds her of him

her hands and fingers, her arms and shoulders
they are his shape, his shape was hers
all her thoughts intertwined as she simply picks out produce
she can't help but see her hands holding his, hugging his shoulders, loving him
raising him
she is imagining his face everywhere but touching groceries instead

how helpless
how empty

we won't always know the hands in our lives
but we can trust that they are there

.RIP Joshua.

Saturday, January 21, 2012

fight or flight



...need to figure this out