In my spare time, and all my time for that matter, I try to help pregnant people feel loved and happy :)

Pretty awesome

reboot

I am so thankful - today was a nice reboot - I pray I only fill the God shaped hole, with just that.

We were as good as married in my mind, but married in my mind is no good

This emotional roller coaster of a week, was a lot of me, and a lot of circumstances.
It is so hard to describe this road that I have been on. I feel alone, but at the same time, I know that I am not at all. I keep reminding myself, God doesn't forget, nor will he, about me.
I hate when you are driving or sitting somewhere, and a blog or something you want to write forms into your head, and then when you finally get a moment to sit in front of the computer, it disappears from your mind.
So just know that I had way more to write, but its gone for the moment. I will tell you that it had something to do with looking for a man of dignity. Many of my friends have found stand up men, and I am so happy for them. It is so encouraging to find these men and to know they exsist. And so I wait.

sometimes pretty impatiently, but hey i am honest.

www.jjfphotography.com/jjfphotographysite/momevent09/

try out this link --- it leads to a slideshow of pictures I took for our main event of the year! I am sort of proud ! my criticism for myself, is next time, less pose, more impromotu!

So many things going through my head lately

Besides the obvious thing on my mind: Mother's Day -
I wish I could shut off the thinking sometimes, but its who I am.
Friday I got to go on an adventure finally (Sedona), I have been craving a road trip and somewhere else but here. The trees up north remind me of mammoth area and swimming and climbing rocks fills my outside quota nicely. I don't get to do much for me anymore. Which is what I signed up for, but sometimes it goes to long. I am not looking forward to the heat in the summer but looking forward to the festivities of summer. I miss friends and family. I have to keep waiting for God to continue to reveal things to me. I can't wait for my dose of home coming soon! Yesterday I went to a fun Mother's Day gathering, complete with water balloons and pizza.
What else... nothing right now, but Happy Mother's Day

May Day

yikes bikes